Archive for May, 2011

A Journey

They say that any journey starts with a single step. I am now on a journey that I never thought or imagined I would be on, a path not of my choosing. One that was thrust upon me by the death of my child. I still, 7 months later, cannot fathom that I am a mother of a child who died…..it is incomprehensibile to me. This just can’t be my life. I don;t know HOW to be a mother to a child that is no longer with me. I still look to wake up from the nightmare that has become my life.  This is hard and I have no idea if I am really as strong as everyone thinks I am …….I have no idea how to do this, how to live this, how to be this person.


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